Mar 10, 2020, 6:59 PM – Becca Biderman posted in In search of His ancient and true path …from cover to cover.

Listen, thank you for all of the texts.

Here’s my absolute heart.

I’ve read about people leaving the sighted calendar this year, many, not just a few, many…. because of this very stuff that I am going through. It breaks my heart, it crushes me. Some of these are people I know and those that I know truly want the truth but they are disgusted and turned off by not only the Annual Body Barley wars between members of the Body, but the people of notoriety in the barley realm are a bigger blemish then the infightings among those trying to figure out the details of the calendar

I just don’t want this Holy Calendar of the Living El that represents His moedim to be a point of devouring those that are seeking the truth. It’s enough. It’s just enough. When what the Body does and those that think of themselves as leader or experts do is so offensive that some decide to leave the sighted calendar , it should crush everyone’s spirit to death.

This is why we must pray for him. He doesn’t even realise the damage he is causing. He sees himself as a defender or victor with a cause. But many precious Believers are revolted enough to walk way from trying to wade through the vomit to pick out the peas, so to speak.Updated Mar 10, 2020, 6:59 PM